I have been in a couple serious relationships throughout my life and pretty long lasting. Unfortunately, like many they come to an end but it takes time to build to that. You really have to think of what you have gained and what you are really letting go. Anyways, my last partner can't seem to cut the cord with me. I'm not going to lie, I love deeply like a fool when I fall for someone but once I learn my place in a person's life and no longer serve a purpose, it isn't too hard for me to move on. Yes, I will always care for them and show the great compassion but I'll never retrieve the steps I took to escape. I will send bad vibes. I will forgive but never forget because it's where I got to where I'm at. And so, this ex has a few of my meaninful personal belongings in storage and to try and get those back seems impossible, for he insists to see me and hang out but I can't because I know what he is trying to do. And as much as he wants to be my friend, I simply can't go to that level. I guess, I can't say good bye to those belongings because I refuse to see him stir waters. I'm happy with where I am at. The last year or most of the relationship with him was nothing but darkening clouds and endless storms without a rainbow to follow.
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